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I just haven't been into blogging lately.
Sorry folks.
It's not like my life is really very interesting anyway so you're not missing out on much.
I've been going through one of those self awareness seasons of life. I'm realizing more of how I'm wired and who God made me to be. I've learned that I love people but I can really be quite an introvert sometimes to.
I'm learning that I am not made to be one of those "corportate America" girls. I'm not one to enjoy an ordinary life.
I'm also learning that as I get older I've become a lot more snobbier. Yes....this indeed sucks and is not something I'm proud of. I've never thought of myself to be the snobby type but I find myself getting comfortable with the things I like and the people I like to hang out with and then with that I'm happy. I don't really want new friends cause I like the ones I have and I don't like to try new things because I figure that I've been pretty much happy most of my life with the things that I prefer so there's not really a need for change. I'm finding that I hate change but yet still somehow seem to feel like I'm going to shrivel up and die without a little change in life to spice things up a bit.
Basically what I'm saying is that I've always thought I was a simple girl and I guess I'm learning that I'm not.
I was laughing at Steve the other day because one of his pet peeves is if I put a new roll of toilet paper on the toilet paper holder and I accidentally place it so that the paper rolls underneath the roller rather than on top of it but then I realized that I am just that weird too and I really shouldn't make fun of him because I would hate to hear about the ridiculous things I pester him about.
Yes it is true I am a complex being that still somehow manages to not think a lot of smart thoughts......and with that I will leave you to ponder upon your own not smart thoughts.
Sorry folks.
It's not like my life is really very interesting anyway so you're not missing out on much.
I've been going through one of those self awareness seasons of life. I'm realizing more of how I'm wired and who God made me to be. I've learned that I love people but I can really be quite an introvert sometimes to.
I'm learning that I am not made to be one of those "corportate America" girls. I'm not one to enjoy an ordinary life.
I'm also learning that as I get older I've become a lot more snobbier. Yes....this indeed sucks and is not something I'm proud of. I've never thought of myself to be the snobby type but I find myself getting comfortable with the things I like and the people I like to hang out with and then with that I'm happy. I don't really want new friends cause I like the ones I have and I don't like to try new things because I figure that I've been pretty much happy most of my life with the things that I prefer so there's not really a need for change. I'm finding that I hate change but yet still somehow seem to feel like I'm going to shrivel up and die without a little change in life to spice things up a bit.
Basically what I'm saying is that I've always thought I was a simple girl and I guess I'm learning that I'm not.
I was laughing at Steve the other day because one of his pet peeves is if I put a new roll of toilet paper on the toilet paper holder and I accidentally place it so that the paper rolls underneath the roller rather than on top of it but then I realized that I am just that weird too and I really shouldn't make fun of him because I would hate to hear about the ridiculous things I pester him about.
Yes it is true I am a complex being that still somehow manages to not think a lot of smart thoughts......and with that I will leave you to ponder upon your own not smart thoughts.
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